Being replaced sucks.

dude, I'm not a toy that you play with only when you're bored. Only when you don't have anyone else to talk to. Only when you go to when you have problems. I'm not that kind of person, okay? I never live in this world to please you. Who do you think you are? We've been friends for like, what? 3 months? And you're giving this shit to me? Man, who do you really think you are? A king? A prince? Even if you're a king, I am so not interested to be your stupid servant.

People like you shouldn't be living in my world. You shouldn't be in my life. Get the hell out. I don't freaking need you. Don't talk to me ever again. I'm not like the others. They are oh-so-called-popular-people-from-sbp. They are like you. Me? Forever unnoticed. People don't know me. I don't even care if people don't know I exist because I'm not that desperate to be popular. I've been an unknown person since I was born, and yet I'm still alive, for fourteen years. 

I was there, when you needed someone. I was there for the whole freaking time and can't you see that?! Was she there for you when you were in trouble? Was she? HUH? No. she wasn't there. She left you. She left you, speechless, without any explanation why she did that. And you ignored me when you're with her? What kind of friend are you? I'm asking you. What kind? Huh? You think you're so special to me that I have to beg at you? No. If you wanna leave, with all due of respect, leave. Leave my life now. 

You have hurt me, a lot than words could say. But I never showed the scars. I said I was happy all along. I know you didn't care about me before this. But yeah, after what she have done to you, you came back to me. Crawling. Seeking for forgiveness. Is this like, another drama shit of yours? I'm not that stupid to forget what did you do to me. Never will I forget. The scars, they're still there. Still. and forever, I shall say. Can you heal the scars? Can you make them disappear so that my heart will look normal? Can you? No.

I've been used, lied to, replaced, backstabbed by you. What else, bro? Aren't that enough for you to satisfy yourself? I've suffered enough. Doesn't that make you happy? I don't know where did I go wrong, until you hate me this much. I may forgive you, but I may not forget what you have done to me. And, maybe we will never be like before. Because I don't want to be fooled again. I am just a normal human being, who wants to live my life in peace. Do you understand? You shall go now. I hate you. More than words could tell. Thanks for all the shits you've done to me. Appreciate it a lot.