Worst.

Hi, I'm home. Till Monday. Yesterday was Report Card Day. My parents came to college around 11:30am, I guess? So, the teachers gave us work while waiting for le parents to come. I did Science at first, and then slept for awhile. Woke up and continued my work: Agama. Yes, I was nervous. I was afraid to meet my parents. I was scared to see their face. I know they were dissapointed.

I got the worst result ever in my life for Mathematics. I wanted to cry when En. Fairuz gave me the paper, but I couldn't. I was thinking, why am I so stupid? Basically in our group, Amni got the best result for Maths. She got a B. The rest? is history. Mama didn't talk to me in the first place. She was mad, I know. I mean, which Mother wouldn't be mad if her daughter's result is like that?

But everything was fine later. I started to cry. I don't know why but tears couldn't stop from falling. When will I make my parents proud? When will I get good results? Everything was on my mind I kept quiet. Didn't say a thing. And, every teacher we met, they said the same thing. I talk too much in class. I have to change my seat. I can't sit with Izzy & Gmah anymore. 

The moment when I heard that, my heart stopped. WHAT? No way I'm going to sit beside someone else. I love my deskies. But I know it's for our own good. We will still be best friends, I know that. A little bit frustrated, somehow. But it's okay. We can still hang out together during recess, during prep. I know we will. Heh, okay enough for now. Good bye.