Bandcamp.

I'm not going to le bandcamp this time. The last bandcamp with the 5th formers. Not that I don't wanna go. I'm one of the QMs, remember? Well, the bandcamp is only for the ones who're going to participate in Finale. I am not participating. Kinda frustrated but yeah, I know where I stand. 

One day, Mama suddenly asked me if I'm still going to join band or not. And I said, no. Honestly, I didn't want to involve in band from the very start. But I joined band because Mama asked me to. I did it for the sake of Mama. I did everything for Mama. But yeah, as stated in the Al-Quran, if we do something without sincere, we wouldn't get good result. Proven. I don't shine in band. 

Fine. That's so last year's story. I love band now. I mean, band is a part of my routine. I socialize with those people. And it's a lie if I say I don't care if I'm not going to participate in Finale. I cried like hell that day when I didn't participate in Saringan. But yeaaah, everything happens for a reason. Deal with it je la, right? Fated.