May 30, 2012

Change.


So yeaaaah, from today, I'm going to be heartless. Completely heartless. I mean, if I have feelings, I'm the type of person yang kuat sentap, kuat merajuk, panas baran and all. Okay? Not everyone can deal with those kind of things. Even my mother can't handle. I'm very sensitive. Very, very, very sensitive. And I can conclude about my sensitivity is, no one will comfort me. Seriously -.- Tak ada siapa pujuk, meninggalkan diriku sendirian, melayan hati yang lara~ Nobody cares. Nobody understands.

So, from today, I'm going to keep everything to myself. Because as stated, nobody cares. I'm on my own now. I have to learn to be independent because everyone is not going to be there for me ALWAYS & FOREVER. Except for Allah. I'm not blaming anyone for not pujuk-ing me when I'm not in the mood. You guys did comfort, but yeah, you know me. I'm difficult to handle. Insya-Allah, I'll be a better person. 



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