January 27, 2012

And because friendship remain.


I do not understand some people. After breaking up, why do they hate each other? I mean, come on, bro. Before you guys were in a relationship, you guys used to be friends. Or maybe, best friends. And just because of something happened between you guys, you guys hate each other. Okay, I'm hinting myself. Kill me now. Ignore that. But really, don't you guys think so? :'\

Well, best friends, you know who, don't you? Wanna know why I'm writing this post? Because I miss the friendship I used to have with him. Honestly. I miss how I used to tease him. I miss how I used to fight over the smallest thing with him. I miss how I used to talk craps with him. I miss how I used to laugh with him over the phone. I miss how I used to tell him that I hate going back to school. I miss how I used to give him moral support whenever he's down. I miss how I used to ask him about his broken leg. And, I miss how I used to be close with him.

You're saying that I can't move on? Then, kill yourself now. Because I am moving on. It's just that, I miss this human who used to be a good friend of mine. A really, really, really good friend. Now that everything is changed, I have to take a few steps back. He's happy with his current life; his life without me as his friend. I know where I stand in his eyes. I'm a nobody. Well. Even though it hurts, but it's his right. I am nobody to question it.

Dear long lost friend, I miss you. Glad to know that you're happy with your current life. I do care about you, friend. I keep update myself about you. I always stalk you. (well, i stalk everyone n_nV) Whatever it is, good luck in everything you do, pal. May Allah bless you. And I'm still hoping we could be friends back. Still hoping. insya-Allah. xx


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