Time flies without we realize. A few months left before 2011 come to an end. Things will change. People will change. Everything will change. The 5th formers are not going to be in TKC anymore. The 4th formers this year will take their place next year, and I'm turning 14. The new first formers are coming in. Gonna be in a new class. Have new classmates. Moving to the new TKC. Living in different dorms with my current dorm-mates.
THESE THINGS ARE COMMON. I know. I don't know why, but it's hard to let 2011 go. I'm going to miss this year so much. Even though it's not as awesome as 2010, but somehow I love this year so much. I met loads of new people this year. Too many of them. And yeah, some of them are special. New experience, new memories, new friends, new seniors, new teachers, new everything.
Starting of 2011, I've been gone through a few hard times, but I had my family to support me and help me stand. Yeah. WELL NOW? The same damn thing is happening. Whatever, I'm used to it. I know there's good times behind this pain. In fact, I have ALLAH by my side, always. Somehow, I miss being the old me. I miss being cheerful. I miss the smile I showed to everyone when I was still a little kid. Yeah that smile wasn't fake.
Is it really hard to smile? A perfect smile for everyone? I've tried. I tried to smile, but it's just worthless. There's something that brings me down. I don't know, but it seem that the pain in my heart is hard to cure. I pretend to be happy in front of everybody when I was seriously upset just to hide the pain in me because I know that nobody would care about my feelings.
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My worst friend is my ex-bestfriend in my old primary school -.- , Not you . And you know what ? selama aku hidup, aku tak pernah berkawan dengan orang yang pandai speaking -.- likes you . Even the cleverest girl dekat my ex-school pun tak speaking -.-
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